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I started having panic attacks after years of not dealing with the attempted murder of me by a previous partner. Some of this was triggered by my position of reading casefiles of kids in very tragic situations. I'm also seeing a therapist; but meanwhile, this is my therapeutic brain toilet. Here's where it all began.







Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Why the other dog went to live with a new family.

He has bitten through and completely severed a main drip line hose, and then tore up all the drip lines.

He has torn out nearly every single piece of weed fabric.

he's dug several holes in 30-year-old sod.

He runs around in circles, barking at FUCKING NOTHING.  he wakes up my retired neighbors doing this. 

He's friendly to all intruders.

He's torn out all the water plants in the pond, disrupting the pH, which caused a fish die-off.

He's chewed a large hole in the side of a wooden shed. You know, because that nice dog door we put in was such a fucking drag.

He's cost us hundreds in attempts to keep him from running amok in the neighborhood.